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John,
I think that putting a tracking device on Carol is a great idea so that we’ll always know
where she is. This way I’d be able to find her and then I’ll ask her to start seeing me again.
Also, I remember you said yesterday that if you call her up and tell her that you don’t get as
much ice cream this summer, you thought she might say quote “too bad.” I think that you should
phone Carol and complain to her about you won’t have as much ice cream this summer.
Now just because I didn’t talk about Carol in my E-mails leading up to yesterday’s meeting,
even though I usually do whenever we’re about to meet with Dr. McKibbin doesn’t mean that I’ve
let her go. I will always hold on to her seeing how she is my nearest family member. And I
remember that it was brought up yesterday about me working up to eventually getting back
together with our own relatives, and I told you before that I’ve been
avoiding my relatives for long before Carol stopped talking to me. I
don’t ever want to have anything more to do with them and if I could have my way I’d still wish
that my mom and dad also couldn’t see the relatives anymore after I was cut off from seeing
Carol. It didn’t take more than just one day to end Carol’s and my relationship and it only took
just a day for Carol to permanently change the way that she thinks about me, until that day she
had agreed to do more respite with me after she retires from her school job. She was hoping that
she won’t have to work past June of 2011 and she agreed to come here on as many as two or three
days per week after she does retire. I don’t think that our relationship should’ve ended or that
I don’t see her again after I first met her almost 15 years ago back when I was going to
elementary school when I lived in Whalley and Carol also knew Kris then. I also think myself
that I could handle three days per week easily or more than that if Carol was the one coming
here all the time and if I didn’t have either you or Larry, I think that Carol would not wear me
out as easily.
Though it was mentioned yesterday at the meeting that it was a good thing I’ve met a lot of t
he people you know it just isn’t right that I’ve met Dianne, Trish, Ida, Shylo etc and I don’t
really want to meet any of the people that Larry knows because I would’ve rather met more of
Carol’s friends, family members, as well as other people that
she has connections to. Instead of coming for
a barbeque at your place or having a picnic in the park with Larry, I’d rather attend family
gatherings with Carol’s relatives and have a picnic in the park with her friend, Holly, and the
young girl that Holly provides respite for. Carol suggested one time while she was working with
me that maybe sometime she and I could meet up with the two of them and then have a picnic at
the park. And I’ve already said before that I won’t have anyone who
isn’t Carol come stay with me overnight while my mom and dad are away.
I will now remind you about everything else that I won’t do without Carol even though
I already wrote to you before about all of this
stuff:
• I won’t go and get ice cream at the place in Crescent Beach with
you (or with Larry) because I had originally
planned to do so with Carol on the day when
we had the big altercation that ended our relationship and stopped us from going out on that
afternoon.
• I don’t really want to keep in touch with Kris or Mac as long as Carol thinks about me
negatively though I did call Mac on April 10th of this year to let him know about Kris getting
hurt on the day before. And my mom said to me just yesterday that if I do want to call Mac
sometime I could invite him to go with my dad fishing, but if they do get together and go my mom
said for me to ask Mac if he’ll be available on a weekday because weekends are usually too busy
where dad goes fishing at Alouette Lake. My mom and dad saw Mac yesterday while they were out in
the car by the way, they passed him when he was sitting at a bus stop.
• I especially don’t want to go on the bus (or skytrain) ever again, I don’t want to
go on the bus with anybody other than Carol and also I don’t want to take transit
with Carol after she ran to my neighbour,
Gary who lives across the street
You said that you’ll probably see me taking skytrain again sometime in the future and also
that you’ll hear I’ve stayed at home by myself even though I said before that I wouldn’t. And
you also said something about you’d see me do those things eventually even if I was thinking
yesterday while you were actually talking about them that I’m still not going to do them. Now, I
do want to live a life in which I don’t do those things. If there ever comes a time when my mom
and dad have to leave me alone for a few minutes, then I want arrangements to be made for Carol
to come and stay with me. Jennifer, who Carol also provides respite for, can’t be left by
herself at all and I told you before that I want the same designation. Also, Carol respected
that Jennifer didn’t like to go out much and she didn’t promote the kind of things such as going
out bowling, teaching her how to play Chess, or walking over to the tennis court. Now you didn’t
seem to remember until it got brought up yesterday about the one time when I did get left at
home by myself, here is where I wrote about it before in the E-mail I sent you on December 17th
2008:
> My mom has to go for her mammogram tomorrow morning at 11:10 AM. My dad’s taking the time
off work to stay with
> me while she goes and gets that done, but he might have to drive her there in his Subaru if
the snow isn’t gone by
> then which therefore means that I would be at home by myself. I wish that you and I could go
out for lunch tomorrow.
And then I did actually get left at home by myself on the next morning even though I laid
awake in bed the whole time while they were gone because I couldn’t fall back asleep and I had
an upset stomach on that morning. You also didn’t remember that I agreed to let Larry come while
both of my parents attend my cousin’s wedding, and now here is where I told you so in the
message I sent you on June 3rd 2009:
> And Larry can’t come on Tuesday June 23rd because he’s on vacation that week.
He had his day planner with
> him yesterday and he booked off August the 8th from two o’clock to
9PM.
Also, you already gave me the link to
Icon Archive
in
the message that you sent to me almost a year ago
on Sunday August 31st and then I responded later on that same day and said this:
> Wow, thanks for the site, John, but the Kermit icon there isn’t very big. Maybe we could look through that
> other site when you’re here tomorrow afternoon and see if they have a 96x96 icon of Kermit...
And then the only two Sesame Street muppets that we found on that site were Cookie Monster
and Elmo. You thought that I’m not gunna join Facebook until I find the right icon, I already
created my account with Facebook on August the 29th of last year and then I posted my first
request at the
Muppet Central Forum
to have a Kermit icon but again it looks like that request was ignored. And then I put things on
hold as soon as I went on the Olanzapine and it started to make me feel
sleepy during the day so I hadn’t been feeling ambitious enough to do a lot at that
time and I have not got around to getting back to this since then.
Are you interested at all about what has been going on with my cousin, Jenny? You didn’t
mention anything about it in your E-mail responses nor have you talked about it in person after
I told you last week in the July 7th E-mail that she’s been having fights with her caregiver,
Judy. My mom had a call this morning from Jenny letting her know that her friend, Carrie who
lives out in Mission, has been acting weird lately and now she doesn’t want to be friends with
Jenny anymore. Now also remember that I’ve mentioned before in a few of the previous E-mails
about Jenny’s boyfriend, Danny? I didn’t tell you yet though that Jenny phoned my mom on the
evening of Sunday March 15th 2009, this has now happened four months ago, to let her know that
she broke up with Danny. He was too bossy and he wanted everything his way. And then almost a
month later on April 12th, Jenny phoned us and said that she phoned Danny to wish him a happy
birthday even though the two of them had been broke up now. He pretended to not know who she was
when she phoned to wish him a happy birthday because he just acts weird sometimes.
And because you saw one of my mom’s reusable grocery bags yesterday on our kitchen table, I
guess that I should tell you about those now. My dad first got them on Sunday February 1st of
this year, he got five green reusable bags when he was at the Save-On-Foods store in South Point
but both he and my mom don’t remember to use them a lot of the time. They don’t usually realize
until once they’re in the store that they left them in the trunk of the car and then they come
home with these unnecessary plastic bags that we don’t need. And these didn’t even cost my dad
anything, only a thousand Save-On-More points. Then he realized later that these hold so much
and he said that he should’ve only bought three instead of five.
And I would have talked about the above things when they actually happened but you obviously
know now that we just had too much else going on then. Also, I started to drink SUN-RYPE brand
juice when I was sick back in March. Even though you’ve seen me drinking Ocean’s Spray brand
cranberry juice most of the times lately when you’re at my place for our afternoon snack, I’ve
been drinking SUN-RYPE juice on almost every second day since March and as of now I’ve tried
many different flavours of it including “Apple Orange Peach.” My mom picked up a bottle of the
Safeway brand “Apple Orange Peach” flavour juice one time a couple weeks ago for me to try
because she said that it’s not as expensive as the SUN-RYPE one, I didn’t have a glass of the
Safeway brand for the first time until just two afternoons ago on Wednesday and then I had
another glass of it today.
Now, is Trish going to be home this weekend and is she still on for Sunday? If you respond to
let me know whether or not we’ll still be walking over there to see the bird and the three cats,
then I’ll wear the proper footwear this time. And please don’t say anything at all on Sunday if
you see me looking at my watch.
-Neil
P.S. Here are again all of the links that were at the bottom of
my previous message
except the one that has a blue star
(*) beside it wasn’t in that same message but
was in one of the other two responses that I
sent you on the same day:
• Muppet Central Forum *
• Critter Care: http://www.crittercarewildlife.org/
• Movie: Braveheart
• Movie: Gladiator
• Movie: Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull
• Movie: Raiders of the Lost Ark
• Movie: Troy (the 2004 war film directed by Wolfgang Petersen)
• Movie: Spider-Man (2002)
• Movie: the Last Crusade
• Movie: the Temple of Doom
• Movie trilogy: The Lord of the Rings film trilogy
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