To:

bubzulu@shaw.ca

From:

My ISP address

Subject:

RE: Mom and me

Date Sent:

Monday May 11,2009

Message:

John,

you wrote:
> ...Your not working with the volkswagon man and Brenden didnt come over...

But in the E-mail that I sent you on Saturday Apr.18,2009, I said that I thought my mom was going to be flexible at first about rescheduling with Brendan...after I first said to her in the morning on the day he was suppose to come that I wanted our meeting to be rescheduled because I slept horribly on the night before, she then said “okay” and she’d phone him. A couple hours later though, I asked her if she called Brendan yet and she said “let’s get it over with.” I then told her to call him and then she back talked to me and said “no.” I don’t know why she didn’t say something to me earlier about her wanting to get it over with instead of telling me at first that she would phone him.

> ...Your parents aren't getting away with anything by saying the relationship with Carol has ended .Simply because it has...

It sounded to me like my mom was happy whenever she said to me quote “Carol’s not coming back,” I even remember one time when I heard my mom laugh just before she said that. And I‘m also under the impression that my parents are happy now that Carol won’t work with me again, I don’t have anything to suggest that they aren’t happy now that Carol isn’t coming here anymore. I don’t think you’d agree with me, but I think that things could be different right now if I had been living at some other place when Carol started to do my respite and I didn’t have my parents around to cause problems in our relationship.

And you could be right after our conversation that we had in person yesterday when you said that maybe holding onto some things for the rest of my life is part of who I am. Do you remember reading in my previous E-mails about Carol that she is one of the things I will never let go of because she was the only person who I considered a family member?

Now, my mom saw the weather today on the news and I don’t think that Larry and I will be driving to Campbell Park tomorrow because they’re predicting rain and maybe thunder for tomorrow morning. I just sent him an E-mail and reminded him that I don’t want to do too much tomorrow, especially anything new or different, because I’ll be having my dentist appointment two days later. I hope he’s not gunna want to teach me Chess tomorrow, he thinks that Chess should be easy if I can play “Connect Four.”

-Neil

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