John,
you wrote:
> ...Your not working with the volkswagon man and Brenden didnt come over...
But in the E-mail that I sent you on Saturday
Apr.18,2009, I said that I thought my mom was going to be flexible
at first about rescheduling with Brendan...after I first said to her in the morning on the day
he was suppose to come that I wanted our meeting to be rescheduled because I slept horribly on
the night before, she then said “okay” and she’d phone him. A couple hours later though, I asked
her if she called Brendan yet and she said “let’s get it over with.” I then told her to call him
and then she back talked to me and said “no.” I don’t know why she didn’t say something to me
earlier about her wanting to get it over with instead of telling me at first that she would
phone him.
> ...Your parents aren't getting away with anything by saying the relationship with Carol has
ended .Simply because it has...
It sounded to me like my mom was happy whenever she said to me quote “Carol’s not coming
back,” I even remember one time when I heard my mom laugh just before she said that. And I‘m
also under the impression that my parents are happy now that Carol won’t work with me again, I
don’t have anything to suggest that they aren’t happy now that Carol isn’t coming here anymore.
I don’t think you’d agree with me, but I think that things could be different right now if I had
been living at some other place when Carol started to do my respite and I didn’t have my parents
around to cause problems in our relationship.
And you could be right after our conversation that we had in person yesterday when you said
that maybe holding onto some things for the rest of my life is part of who I am. Do you remember
reading in my previous E-mails about Carol that she is one of the things I will never let go of
because she was the only person who I considered a family member?
Now, my mom saw the weather today on the news and I don’t think that Larry and I will be
driving to Campbell Park tomorrow because they’re predicting rain and maybe thunder for tomorrow
morning. I just sent him an E-mail and reminded him that I don’t want to do too much tomorrow,
especially anything new or different, because I’ll be having my dentist appointment two days
later. I hope he’s not gunna want to teach me Chess tomorrow, he thinks that Chess should be
easy if I can play “Connect Four.”
-Neil
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