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John,
you wrote:
> I think you know we all want you to come out of your shell a bit.I know I've had a few ideas
that you thought were
> interesting. I keep thinking one day you'll ask me to try something new to do...
I thought that once you and I started seeing each other on Sundays we were going to walk your
dogs for a half hour every week on that day and get paid five dollars. And I’m not
interested in bowling, I’d rather just drive to the Dairy Queen for our snack and then come back
here.
Yesterday when we got to Sunnyside Acres, you said that you remember we filmed a movie at
that park once. And then I remember you said that you thought I was going replace the audio in
that video we filmed with the audio from that CD I had you burn for me so you asked me why I
haven’t done it yet after it’s been so long since we took the video. I stopped working on it
when the Olanzapine started to make me tired and then I didn’t feel ambitious enough to do
anything during the day for a few months and I haven’t since got back to working on it. That was
the name of the last medication that I was taking before the stuff that I’m on now and I
remember you said before about that medication (the Olanzapine) was no good seeing how it
helped me sleep at night but also made me feel sleepy during the day
When we went for our walk in Crescent Park last Thursday (the 16th), remember I
thought maybe that little wood fence was new because I don’t remember seeing it there before but
you thought that the nails in it looked rusty. And when we got a little further ahead I pointed
out that they extended one of the trails up to the washrooms since the last time when I was at
that end of the park. Maybe one day we could go back there with my Sony camera so that we could
take a couple still pictures of the fence and the new gravel portion of the one trail, and I
think we should do it sometime soon while the gravel and the fence still look new but not this
Sunday seeing how Carol doesn’t work on Sundays and we could run into her. If it doesn’t rain
before this coming Thursday (the 30th), maybe we could go on that afternoon.
And yesterday when you were talking about your favorite walks, you said that sometime
you and I should go and get ice cream at the
place in Crescent Beach. I told you that Carol and I had originally planned on doing that on the
day when we had the altercation that ended our relationship. I’d rather sit on a bench at
Crescent Beach and look at the ocean while having ice cream with Carol.
Remember my mom already said that Kris phoned us two nights ago (on Wednesday
evening)? I was upstairs having my shower so he talked to my dad. And he had watched all of the
DVDs that my dad had loaned him and wanted some more, my dad was looking at his DVDs and reading
off their titles to him as he talked to him. You keep asking me if I want to go see Kris,
obviously we won’t on Thursday seeing how you read above that we now have plans for that day so
maybe you and I could go see him on Sunday May the 3rd.
And I understand when you said that you were concerned as soon as I sent my E-mail about
Kris, especially seeing how you said that you almost phoned me. You thought that even though I
talk to my friends on the phone it might be different with a worker. I use to talk to Amir on
the phone almost every time before the day we were going to have a session and you know that
there were also a few times when I talked to Carol on the phone.
Now as for my sleep, I got five hours last night and my mom also got about that same amount.
I first went to sleep not long before midnight and I slept until a quarter after Four, I then
laid awake for an hour and a half and now I’ve been awake since a quarter to Seven this
morning. I hope that I’ll finally do that fish run with my dad tomorrow.
-Neil
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