No, I wouldn’t have. Carol said that she wasn’t going to phone the police and she didn’t take
the phone with her when she went running out the front door. I was the one who had the phone and
when I tried to call my mom and dad after she ran out the front door it took me three tries to
get the number right because by this time my fingers had gone numb and I couldn’t feel my legs.
I therefore had trouble trying to stay stand up because I couldn’t feel my legs and Carol did
not stay inside to support me. When she went running out the front door, I couldn’t convince her
that it was safe to stay in and I couldn’t convince her that I wouldn’t hurt her. I think that
Carol would’ve still stayed with me the next night if I didn’t phone my mom and dad seeing how
she said “that’s okay” after I told her that I didn’t want to go out for the rest of the day.
She still wouldn’t let me phone my parents after she agreed that we didn’t have to go out for
the rest of that day, so this was when I started throwing things and then she ran out the front
door. We had planned to go to Safeway and pick up Chinese food for our supper that day and I
don’t know how we would’ve got our supper if I didn’t want to go out anywhere for the rest of
that day and if Carol wouldn’t let me phone for my parents to come home.
Now, my grandpa’s coming in tomorrow morning to siphon some wine and then start a new kit but
my dad told me that he should be gone before I get up and have lunch. I hope that I won’t have a
lousy sleep tonight, otherwise I’ll be awake and laying in bed restless the whole time while
he’s here.
And I’ll let you know that I’m having nosebleeds, I’ve been having them since my last cold
when I had the sniffly/plugged up nose. My mom thinks that I probably have a little sore inside
my nose like I did a few years ago when I had to go to the doctor to have a similar problem
checked out.
-Neil